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Im a bit angry with someone today..I couldnt blame her for thinking that way actually after much thought..I was wrong for not msging her but she's at fault also for not looking the matter in the right manner and straight judge me..maybe she's expecting too much from me..ya its not wrong to expect so much from someone especially someone you cared about someone you actually shared everything..What i wana say to her is Im sorry..i juz couldnt commit myself wholly into this relationship yet..i still care for my friends and my family..im not gonna put her as my first priority..ya you can say that im haunted by the past but i really dont wish to commit the same mistakes ive made in the past..im very happy to be with my friends now and i dont intend to change anything even if i have a girlfriend..lately i've been busy and all i want is some space for myself..time to do what i want and the things i like..im serious in a relationship..like i said before even if i didnt show that i care doesnt meant i dont care at all..im not lying or cheating..this i can promise you..dont make it so hard for yourself..if u dont feel like im the one then dont waste time on me..be fair to yourself..and be fair to me..it takes time to really know me and i wont blame you for looking at me that way..but the most fundamental thing here is trust..there's no trust so there's no point..