My L.O.V.E..

Oh My God!im so in love with this song!My L.O.V.E by The League..sometimes a song can really cheer us up..juz like days before 'just a dream' and 'just the way you are' made me so happy!i should be in love i should be but im not..sighh..wish i could shower this happiness to the person i love..i couldnt offer her more other than my love..guess i watched too much korean movies!aha hopefully i'll get to share this with someone in the future.. oh ya about yesterday's movie 'the classic' its really classic i tell you..i tot it was a bad ending but it didnt..it really surprises me!how can a korean love story have a good ending?it was sad actually but not all throughout the movie..the girl read through her mom's love letters..the mom didnt really get to marry the love of her life but it didnt die off juz like that..it lives on in the next generation..the girl was touched by her mom's love and shared it with her new found love but little did she know that the guy is her mom's lover's son..they both fell in love unexpectedly..its beautiful isnt it?i dont really wana type the full synopsis coz i wana watch this movie again in the future! ok i need to sign off now..wana get some good sleep and have a good start tomorrow!goodnite!

Classic..

After a long time away from blogging finally im back!i have been busy occupying myself with work..i tried putting my passion into work but it doesnt seem to work..finally i put it to stop coz i feel that im not good enough..i might not even be up for it yet..furthermore this world is all about money..if there's no money there's nothing..i plan to work and get enough money to open my own cafe..its my dream..i've always wanted a place of my own..where i can stay n cook for people..seeing their happy faces when they see their food!its not the right time for me yet..just not right..time will fix everything..i know it will..i gotta have faith..ok lets get back to the blog..
this title is about a movie..korean movie 'the classic'..after two long years i finally get to watch one full korean movie..i've known this movie for so long but i never really got the heart to see it and today is my day!i dono why i love korean movie so much perhaps its sad most of the time..i love that feeling..having cried and felt miserable all throughout the movie..sometimes i get this happy smile on my face when i see the happy couple together..i wana go to korea one day n see if its so romantic there!aha so far this movie has brought only happiness to me..im typing n watching at the same time..isnt that great?still dono when the tears will roll down my cheek..this movie is about a girl who reads through her mom's love letters from a box..frequent exchanges of mails really brought lots of meaning in their life..she felt that love in the letter and often found herself in that old way of communicating but its so much better!so much feeling as if u feel that person is talking to u..i used to write lots of letters to my penpals..we shared everything from music to love stories..damn i missed those times!if two person are in love there's no stopping them..it only take a spark to make this magic happen!im so in love again!..ahaha not to anyone but to this feeling!its so cute!im so obsessed with korean love movies..i'll watch it whenever im free..old ones new ones..here's one part of him saying 'besides liking you there's nothing else im good at'..how can u not love korean movies? ok i think i gotta go now..gotta finish this up n go to sleep already..i know this movie is not gona be a good ending..so i better end it now n share the sorrows on the next chapter..goodnite everyone!

Baby Baby Baby!

	Justin Bieber - Baby feat. Ludacris - JUSTIN BIEBER .mp3
	Found at bee mp3 search engine

Sweet And Bitter..

All our life we've always been searching for the precious treasure..and when we finally found it we are scared to lose it..in the process of keeping it we tend to lose everything surrounding us..the lesson here is learn to see things in a bigger light..look at those people around you..those that really loves you and cares for you..those are the ones you should look out for..try not to hold on too tight to a relationship..the more you try to retain it the more it will slip away..nobody likes to be restricted..its in our nature..born to retaliate..one of my friend asked "do you want to love someone or being loved by someone?"..I used to choose to love someone but then overtime I feel I wanna be loved by someone..its best if we can have it both ways but most of the time its not balanced..we should learn to protect ourself from being hurt..sometimes learning to let go can help to ease the pain..all in all..love can be sweet and bitter at the same time..Cheers guys!!

The Real Me..

What a beautiful song sang by Natalie Grant..feel it and enjoy the song!!

Foolish heart looks like we're here again..Same old game of plastic smile..Don't let anybody in..Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break..How much will they take before..I'm empty..Do I let it show, does anybody know? [Chorus:]But you see the real me..Hiding in my skin, broken from within..Unveil me completely..I'm loosening my grasp..There's no need to mask my frailty..Cause you see the real me..Painted on, life is behind a mask..Self-inflicted circus clown..I'm tired of the song and dance..Living a charade, always on parade..What a mess I've made of my existence..But you love me even now..And still I see somehow..But you see the real me..Hiding in my skin, broken from within..Unveil me completely..I'm loosening my grasp..There's no need to mask my frailty..Cause you see the real me..Wonderful, beautiful is what you see..When you look at me..You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into..A perfect tapestry..I just wanna be me..But you see the real me..Hiding in my skin, broken from within..Unveil me completely..I'm loosening my grasp..There's no need to mask my frailty..Cause you see the real me..And you love me just as I am..Wonderful, beautiful is what you see..When you look at me..

Space..

Im a bit angry with someone today..I couldnt blame her for thinking that way actually after much thought..I was wrong for not msging her but she's at fault also for not looking the matter in the right manner and straight judge me..maybe she's expecting too much from me..ya its not wrong to expect so much from someone especially someone you cared about someone you actually shared everything..What i wana say to her is Im sorry..i juz couldnt commit myself wholly into this relationship yet..i still care for my friends and my family..im not gonna put her as my first priority..ya you can say that im haunted by the past but i really dont wish to commit the same mistakes ive made in the past..im very happy to be with my friends now and i dont intend to change anything even if i have a girlfriend..lately i've been busy and all i want is some space for myself..time to do what i want and the things i like..im serious in a relationship..like i said before even if i didnt show that i care doesnt meant i dont care at all..im not lying or cheating..this i can promise you..dont make it so hard for yourself..if u dont feel like im the one then dont waste time on me..be fair to yourself..and be fair to me..it takes time to really know me and i wont blame you for looking at me that way..but the most fundamental thing here is trust..there's no trust so there's no point..

Weight Management Schedule..

What a wonderful way to put it..ahaha gonna start on my diet again this time around..losing weight is an essential key to my better life..its part of the success plan..i really need to work out a lot and eat lesser..its a difficult task i should say..from 85 to 70 kg..sounds impossible right?but i guess with the right frame of mind and a little encouragement would help a lot in the process..so at this moment i need people who is supportive and caring..ok the question here is how to start..for me, it would be measuring your own weight first..getting to know yourself better..then put it up into the BMI chart and see where you stand..OMG!im in the obesity category!sad lo!aha 1kg less to overweight category..my ideal weight would be 70kg..15kg to ideal weight..gogogo!anyway im doing all these to avoid all the chronic diseases that can be derived from obesity..prevention is better than cure thats what people always say..im kinda lazy and untidy i must admit..i need to improve on this..lets get back to the point..how to get from 85 to 70..perseverance is the key point here..i must resist myself from all the food temptations at this time..from where we are staying i guess its a tough job to handle..penang wor..food's paradise!even at this time when im typing this im craving for food!see how terrible it is..one more habit i need to break is waking up early..everyday i must wake up at 7am and go hiking or jogging in botanical garden..monday and tuesday is badminton day for me..wednesday i should do something beneficial but most of the time wednesday i think i'll allocate it for movies..RM6 only what do you expect?maybe it'll be an exception from exercise..i still havent planned anything for thursday, friday and saturday..sunday i'll be ok coz i'll be having my futsal quite regularly..sweating it out is the best way to burn your fats!i need to allocate time for that three days..ok lets get back to another crucial point..improving our eating habits..its hard to have calorie control so i wouldnt recommend that.choosing the right food to eat would be ideal..i used to eat only apples for meals..eating only apples consecutively for 7 days a week will definitely help you to lose 5kg..thats for the start..then you can go for lighter food to maintain your body..afterall you need to have energy to go on with the plan right?after stripping off the 5kg then i'll have only 10kg more to go..this will be the hardest part..actually i wouldnt mind having apples for the rest of the plan lo..ahaha better than having only eggs..during the diet i will look really 'chan' coz my face colour will start to change..i'll look pale coz lack of nutrition..thats why i need to eat something back after that 7 days to compensate for the loss..not heavy meals remember!only light food..chicken not fried ya..then perhaps some veges?porridge with chicken or mee suah with meat..all 'cheng' one..in simple words its not oily lo..try not to eat mee too much..bread can eat but not too much though..carbo mar..i talk like im so pro like that huh?ahaha got carried away..sorry ya..i guess thats about it..exercising is the main engine behind all these..for those who wanted to challenge me feel free to tell me so..a challenge would be good..a bet would be even better!good luck to me and those that wanted to change to a much improved person!gambateh!!!