A Blast From The Past..

Wow..another year has gone..time flies without us realizing..this year seems like a very fast year to me..nothing has changed..suddenly recalled back those old memories..thats what people called a blast from the past..it hits me in the face!Im getting old by the days but I felt that I still havent done anything to improve myself or anything for that matter..having a tough time here coping up with the recession..its scary thinking about the future when you still have nothing right now..some people are blessed with good fortunes..some people flourished in their career..and some already have a family of their own..I envied them..I cant blame anyone but myself for not trying hard enough..most probably its because of my attitude and this is the part that I wanna improve..I've got lots of bad habits thats why I'm not going anywhere unless I change them..I've consulted my friends regarding my habits..boy am I sad to hear all those habits!aha lazy and pessimistic tops the chart..I need the right frame of mind at this very moment..I need to change for the better..Thinking about the past few years really bring me down..I've got lots of ideas and plans but none that I have accomplished so far..all talk but no action..really disappointed with myself..I hope that 2009 will be a year that I will fight though I may struggle along the way but I feel its gonna worth it..Im glad that I've got friends that supported me and accompanied me throughout this difficult time..the darkest days of my life..deep inside me I know I couldnt afford to waste much time anymore and I really need to work hard..for a better future..I can feel the changes in me and I know I'm gonna excel in what I do..successful people have successful habits!thats where I'm heading!wish me luck ya! : )